Jenks

2005-09-23T11:35:00.000+08:00

At this particular time you are feeling the results of extreme stress and you are seeking a 'way out' but you are pushing too hard. Obviously you need peace, tranquility and contentment. Your temperament is such that you are hoping, unrealistically perhaps, that your desires will shortly be fulfilled (even if at this time you are not quite sure what those true aspirations may be!).

You don't feel as if you can go it on your own anymore. You don't want to be taken for granted. You need to be recognized as a 'caring person' and it could be that you are searching to establish a relationship, not necessarily with someone new, but with that someone special who could feel the same way as you do.

Your confidence has been shattered. There are so many things that you would like to do with your life, so many dreams to be fulfilled - and you know that your hopes and dreams are not just figments of your imagination, they are real and you are looking for reassurance from someone. Basically your fears are such that you may be prevented in attaining your hopes and dreams. Even now you would like to broaden your fields of endeavor but in order to develop your 'inner- self' you need peace and solace. You are distressed by the fear that you may be prevented from attaining your goals. What you really need at this particular moment in time is quiet reassurance from someone close to you to restore your confidence.

You are trying to prove yourself - not only to yourself but also to everyone around you. There is much that you would like to say and do but the situation warrants self-restraint and that is the last thing that you have on your mind. It would seem that you have an unsatisfied need to ally yourself with others whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to stand out from the crowd. This is subjecting you to considerable stress but you tend to stick to your attitudes despite lack of appreciation. Of course, you are finding the situation uncomfortable and would like nothing better but to break away from it but you don't like the idea of compromise. Your main problem is that you are unable to resolve the situation because you continually postpone making the necessary decisions. You feel that if you make the wrong choice this would lead to such opposition that you would not be able to command the esteem of others. It is essential that those around you are prepared to comply with your wishes.

You would like to be respected and valued for yourself and this can only be achieved from within a close and harmonious relationship.

http://www.colorgenics.com/sps/index.cfm

Chavez: US Plans to Invade Venezuela

2005-09-18T20:43:00.000+08:00

Chavez: US Plans to Invade Venezuela

http://www.vheadline.com/readnews.asp?id=46002

TV prod

2005-08-27T01:04:00.000+08:00

i stayed back at tv prod to help only because of these people... the rest... i dun realli care

- Shane : cos he's my buddy
- Robyn n Khai : cos they are great people
- Grace : cos she's sick

thanks

2005-08-16T19:56:00.000+08:00

Thank you Robyn and Shane~
for waiting (*^-^*)

Power

2005-07-31T11:40:00.000+08:00

Power is nothing but power
It is foolish to desire too much of it,
but to abhor it indiscriminately is just as foolish.

- Uzumi Yula Athla

9/11

2005-05-26T20:15:00.000+08:00

This is in regard to those who still think that the terrorist directly caused the thousand over deaths at the WTC. There is more than it to that.

The World Trade Center was a building that was constructed very differently from those of its times. Speed was its essense, and was acheived through putting together large bits of assembled building parts together, much like building a LEGO structure.

However, there is one critical flaw in its construction that led to its downfall after the passenger jets collided into it; steel crosses.

In modern buildings, steel pipes are considered the skeleton, concrete as the flesh. In the World Trade Centre, steel pipes were NOT used as horizontal supports connected to the vertical supports. Steel crosses were used instead. They were lightweight, and extremely strong despite its weight. Slabs were laid onto these crosses, and a layer of cement set over it.

The steel crosses were fine, till there is a fire. They will warp and bend under exposure to heat, causing them to lose their strength. This is why the WTC did not crumble at the first impact, but only moments later.

You would have figured out; within those moments the steel crosses bend under the heat generated by the exploded jet, and simply gave way. HOWEVER, although it such information was available to public, it was not simply broadcasted over the news. Instead, the news only gave information on more terrorist acts. For what reason... I guess I do not have to type it out.

Last words of a soldier

2005-05-06T13:53:00.000+08:00

This is an order! From the current leader of our country, Yuna Roma Seiran!
Therefore it is the will of the country, and therefore it is our duty as soldiers of Orb to obey!
And no matter how far it has gone off course or how hard it is, that path is the one thing we must hold steadfast to!

We have long been prepared, ever since we left our country, to die here!

Look at our tears and honour, and engrave them in your heart!

- Captain BaBa, Orb

Uzumi Yula Athla

2005-04-07T19:37:00.000+08:00

Before the Earth Alliance's invasion of Orb

Not invading other nations, not tolerating any invasions by other nations,
And not becoming involved in other nation's disputes...

We the people of Orb hold that ideal and have held it through the changing times because I believe that it is the most fundamental and important ideal for us to exist as a nation.

Even in our current situation, I believe that our ideal is correct.

If we were to join the Earth Alliance, it may be true that we might avoid the impending military invasion.

However, that would be allowing an invasion into what is most important to us;
Our mentality as citizens of Orb, no, our mentality as human beings.

Right now, the Earth Alliance is threatening to attack us unless we choose a side. However, there is no way we can obey them. If we did, we will someday become a nation who fights people pointed out by others as enemies as we are ordered to.

Not allowing an invasion... This is the ideal held by Orb.
In order to defend this ideal, we will keep trying until the end.
However, my dear citizens, it is unfortunate that the crisis is upon us.

- Uzumi Yula Athla

Again...

2005-03-26T20:41:00.000+08:00

The very first time i had to kill someone on the battlefield,
I was so afraid that i was shivering...

But someone told me i will get used to it.

He was right.

- Andrew Waldfeld

Chaos Theory

2005-03-15T18:29:00.000+08:00

The Chaos Theory states that order can be found in randomness

Moral Education

2005-03-07T21:04:00.000+08:00

I witness what i have never though would happen in Singapore

A fat man, presumely in his thirties, was giving out cigarettes to secondary school teens. And not one, but about eight of them. One of them was clearly a newcomer, whom the man treated dinner to.

He makes himself sound friendly, as if he treated them as family. But those arent the normal cigarettes you see on sale. Those are what is known in hokkien as "ang hun".

These "ang hun" do not come as a normal cigarette, they come in as a processed form of the plant they originated from. Those who smokes this type of cigarette will have to wrap the grass in paper to smoke it.

I know because my grandmother used to smoke this type of cigarettes. And she died of lung cancer last December.

But the threat of this type of cigarettes does not lie in the average diseases the comes with smoking. What the man that gave these cigarettes out can do is to add some other types of drug. The student will then have to go back to him for the same "satisfaction".

I believe the problem does not lies alone with that man. The parents and guardians of these teens, as well as the moral education received by their generation should be questioned.

This is not a problem that which by arresting people who lure teens or anyone to take up smoking or drugs can be solved. Moral values that were supposedly to be taught to children should be emphasised more. And definitely more than academic performance.

Moral education in school is only supplement to what parents are supposed to teach. This is what is forgotten, and i hope that it will not be too late before parents realise what they should do.

"Murder of the living is tragic, but murder of the idea is unforgivable"

- Janus, speaker of the synod

Way of the Sword

2005-03-06T15:35:00.000+08:00

"There are matter that can be settled without a sword.

However, there are matters that cannot be settled without one"

- Volrath

Will this lead to peace?

2005-03-01T20:04:00.000+08:00

"Killing because someone was killed...
Being killed because you killed...
Is that really going to lead to peace?"

- Cagalli Yula Athla

Finding a partner

2005-02-27T19:07:00.000+08:00

To me...

Finding a girlfriend (or boyfriend for girls),
Is like buying clothes... (just harder...)

When you like it, and it feels comfortable, you'll keep it.

When you either dislike it or it doesnt feel comfortable,
Most probably you will just dump it and get a new one...

But you can also get your clothes altered, or you can try to get use to it...
I think "altering" works...
And i think it works better...

Both ways...

"If I had power back then..."

2005-02-23T21:23:00.000+08:00

"If only i had power back then..."

"....If only i'd gotten hold of power."

Everyone who has cried over being powerless feels that way...

But, from the moment you take that power into your hand,
You will become the person that make others cry...

- Asuran Zala

Da Starry Nite @ Da Playgrund

2005-01-31T20:32:00.000+08:00

Saw stars...

Saw a satellite flying pass...
Saw planes here and there...
Saw many stars....

Saw a red moon...
Saw many drunks...
Saw even more stars...

Saw the moon rising...
Saw a clear sky...
Saw more and more stars...

Saw the lights switching off...
Saw tumbling people...
Saw more stars again...

Counted 33 stars...

我的关怀方式。。。

2005-01-19T15:59:00.000+08:00

我不是很会说话，也不爱说话。。。

就算是最重要的人，也不怎么会去问候，
变得似乎有些冷漠无情。

但心底却会一直问到。。。
“今天好吗？”
“昨晚睡的好不好？”
“最近如何？”

所以请大家不要认为我什么都不管，
只是因为我所会的就是默默的守着。

但我还是很乐意帮助朋友的。。。

The Llama Song

2005-01-14T21:52:00.000+08:00

It is stupid. It is lame. It is pure nonsense. But it ROCKS.
Some funny guy made this thing. That guy must be a genius...

http://www.think-strange.de/stuff/swf/thellamasong.swf

Here's a llama
There's a llama
And another little llama
Fuzzy llama
Funny llama
Llama llama duck

Llama llama
Cheesecake llama
Tablet, brick, potato, llama

Llama llama
Mushroom llama
Llama llama duck

I was once a treehouse
I lived in a cake
But i never saw the way
The orange slayed the rake

I was only three years dead
But it told a tale
And now listen, little child
To the safety rail

Did you ever see a llama
Kiss a llama
On a llama
Llama's llama
Taste of llama
Llama llama duck

Half a llama
Twice the llama
Not a llama
Farmer llama
Llama in a car
Alarm a llama
Llama llama duck

Is it how it's told now?
Is it all so old?
Is it made of lemon juice?
Doorkno, ankle, cold

Now my song is getting thin
I've run out of luck
Time for me to retire now and become a duck

"It takes a genius to create nonsense"

我的生活方式。。。

2005-01-13T19:09:00.001+08:00

因为害怕。所以。。。

控制自己约束自己限制自己。。。

不愿理解不愿尝试不愿向前。。。

遇到挫折就退后就退缩。。。

默默地听默默地受默默地坐在一旁。。。等待。再等待。
一直以来，都是以这种想法生活。一直以来，都不敢改变这种生活。但。。。能永远这样吗？

不能。不能等待。不能沉默。

如果坐着等待，说着不能，而摆脱所有问题，
就会失去自己，就会连累生边的人。

如果什么都不肯做，就什么都不会开始。
如果什么都不肯做，就什么都不会完成。

要做什么。要完成什么。要达到什么。
这些，如果不明白的话，就要走出去。走出去寻找。

找到该去的地方，就会渐渐明白目的，明白能做的，该做的。
就会发现自己纯在的价值。发现自己对别人的价值。

而做了该做的。。。